Sunday, June 3, 2018

the bike thing has been working out pretty good. i try to go out at least twice a week and on the weekends, biking all the way across town (literally). my daughter has outgrown her bike and wants to come for a ride when im around, so I am on the hunt for a new bike for her so she can come on some adventures. she has always been adventurous. i think it's because i used to take her out with me on walks around the city and in the woods wherever. i took her out bike shopping and to no surprise, she settled on the most expensive bike. it's a nice bike and seems to fit the price haha.

tomorrow i depart for fort frances to finish a community center we started a week or something ago. 

i took a week off this month and have no idea what to do. 9 days is a lot. no trip this time. i don't want to go alone again. 16-24.

i haven't used facebook or messenger for a while now and don't have any reason to go back to it. i talked about doing this some time ago. it's good for me and i don't belong anyway. i use Instagram because of content. 

i feel like im learning myself all over again. reset. starting anew. i do a lot of reflecting when i venture off wherever. while i have made mistakes previously, i won't let that define who i am.

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

it's nice out

Sunday, May 27, 2018

the sky is a canvas

i bought a bike

i needed something to do and needed transportation so I dropped some bux on a bike from fresh air. they said i could be anything so i was a park kid today.

Monday, May 21, 2018


i am depressed.

some days go good but im still a mess.

so i go on a musical voyage and do my own thing.

i heard a song the other that reflects what my mind is going through.

it's beautiful. and i enjoy the progression. and the words. and the quirky response at the end.

my brain is mush.

i am fucked up. but i have help.